© Rick Cormier
There can be
calm in the midst of noise. My mind quiets as I play... suspending its judgements, rehearsals, and self-reproaching...
Time slows down...
...Just enough
that I begin to see the moments.
I become grounded and aware of myself and of others and
of the music we have become. There can be such healing in Joy.
"There are no mistakes...only improvisations" ~R.A. Fish
For thousands of years his people built
the drums of legends Drums of cottonwood and elkhide Clear, strong voices that sang out to the spirit In the most
sacred of their ceremonies.
He, like his ancestors, is a drum-builder. Born
of the Cochiti pueblo, One of three remaining drum-building elders. Building drums in the Old way.
A cane helps him walk and stand. He
expects that soon he will lack the strength to build more drums. He said so without remorse and welcomed us into his home.
There we exchanged culture and stories
for hours. His wife showed us pictures of their children and grandchildren. They talked of powwows and crafts and tribes.
They make us laugh warning us about
crafts made by "Korean tribes."
He handed me his latest drum and talked
about drum-building. How the cottonwood must sit outdoors for a year before becoming a drum. Those people at Taos rush
theirs using green wood... which will shift under the pressure of the elkhide... and eventually crack and split.
He builds his drums the Old way.
He offered me a beater, which I refused. My
hands had been exploring the feel of this drum. I began tapping out a beat with my fingers, bouncing them off the drumhead Weaving
contrasting tones from different parts of the head. He had never heard sounds like this from one of his drums. Even
the rhythm intrigued him. "Is that African?" he asked.
I was tempted to answer, "Acadian Funk."
He was surprised and fascinated by the
concept of community drum circles. He couldn't imagine all those diverse people drumming together.
In his world, a drum is a chalice at
a mass. In mine, it is a shared goblet at a crowded table.
And he "gets it."
He saw the wisdom and the value of it and
thought it a wonderful mission to bring people together.
And I imagined... "Different Drummers:
Southwest."
After handshakes and hugs, we left the
home of Gabe and Katy. With a gift for being a guest in their home. He made us promise to call him when we got back
to Maine so he'd know we got home safely. And I kept that promise.
Then I learned to build Cochiti beaters To
honor my adopted Cochiti grandfather So that my new drums could sing In the Old way.
In our group song I hear people grooving...
hands and fingers dancing on drum heads. In the moment in the music we are co-creators co-creating.
I glance at your face and hands... and knowing nothing about you... I know everything that matters
now.
In our group song I feel
emotional energy... that unique blend of tension, frustration sadness apprehension and joy.
I
let this simmer a while so the flavors combine then add a bit more joy... (One can never add too much joy).
We
have lived another week in our respective worlds. I don't know your stressors, and you don't know mine...
but we are here drumming
our group song in this roomful
of cherished hearts and souls and
for a time... nothing else matters.
.
Today, like every other day, we wake up empty and frightened. Don't
open the door to the study and begin reading. Take down a musical instrument. Let the beauty we love be what we do.
There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.
~Rumi
Some of us are smiling, some look grumpy. Some
look timid, some aggressive. Some look comfortable, others look lost.
We lift our drums confidently or
cautiously and begin to play loudly or softly Wildly or with reserve From the heart or from the head
Knowing our place in the song or doubting ourselves.
We look unlikely to belong to the same group. We
differ in every way Were Christian and Pagan Men and women Black and white Gay and straight Sixteen and
sixty Well-off and poor Educated or not Eloquent or not Experienced or not It doesnt matter here.
Some
are here to make music and some are here to touch God. Some came to be together while others came to be alone.
Some came for the joyful noise and some for peace and quiet. Some came to heal their souls and others just
for fun. It doesnt matter which.
Some are here to connect with spirit... to journey to raise energies
to be entranced or find their essence And some are here to stop thinking.
To just Be.
A dozen
souls Together for a dozen reasons Headed for a dozen destinations Yet we travel as One. Supporting one another
without a word
Building something of beauty and energy and spirit that not one of us could have
conceived. Ending each piece with laughter ...or with silence. Feeling so alive, and in the moment, and
so connected.
When its time to go, I pray I can bring a bit more of my drum circle heart into the world
this time...
Because the world has much to learn about community.
Drum-mer: "1. One that plays the drum or drumset. 2. He who constantly bangs on things and pretty much drives everybody
nuts!".
"Without art, we're just monkeys with car keys."
~ Author Unknown
"Every child is an artist.
The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up."
~ Pablo Picasso
Dawn Andersen joined Different Drummers recently. She drummed, she sang, she chanted...and at one point she asked if it
was ok if she read a few poems she had written. We were all so moved by them I asked her permission to post them on our website:
Drumming With Others
Drumming with others - in sacred rhythm - fills my soul to overflowing.
When Righteous harmony is achieved within the drumming group,
I feel the Divine Creative Musician at work in each of us
contributing to a sound that both grounds me, and
makes me soar in an indescribable rapture.
There are all kinds of intimacy. This surely is one of them.
It's a time where we can be intimately connected to others
we may not even know. Yet, we make beautiful music like
we've known each other for always. And maybe that's the lesson here.
When we offer our individual drumbeat in harmony with the whole,
all of our barriers drop until we are nothing but the one drumbeat.
We become the heartbeat of Godde.
I think we all understand this in our own ways.
Thank You, Musician Healer, for being an expression in all of us
that drum your heartbeat song - whatever that is.
Today You have saved the life in me.
You have resurrected my joy. You have resurrected my hope
that I am not alone. You have resurrected my knowing
that I am part of the whole family and that I am needed here.
In humility and gratitude, today I promise I will drum for You.
Dawn Andersen 2/25/07
Drumming: An Instrument Of Love
I pick up my drum.
There's a deep awed silence - a revered stillness -
in the moments of anticipating what that first stroke
to my drum will create for a sound vibration and
what that will do to my soul.
I let go and make contact falling in love again
with the vibrations, which are not only heard clearly,
but felt deeply in my heart and body.
Before long, the sounds create within me some
earth based erotic impulse to move.
compelled to move, I follow this urge and very quickly
my movement turns to dance.
Dancing - my soul lightens - freeing me to expand. I am inspired.
These acts of dancing and drumming
bring sacred spirit's light into myself.
I call thanks to all the great beings
of the universe for helping me to satisfy
this great primitive longing in me.
I realize doing what makes me joyful fosters gratitude.
I know having a grateful heart makes me
an instrument of Godde's peace.
I drum.
I move.
I dance.
I bring light into myself.
I bring joy into the world.
I am an instrument of Godde's peace.
Dawn Andersen 2/30/01 revised 2/23/07
“The
improviser employs the oldest in music-making... Mankind's first musical performance couldn't have been anything
other than a free improvisation." ~Derek Bailey
IN THE SPIRIT by Cliff Latta
It's all from the Great Spirit, The Sun, mountains, Mother Ocean, Ravens
in the Sky, You and me...
A tree that fell crashing to the forest floor, And the elk's skin that now embraces
it, Begin a new journey.
Hold your drum to your ear, In a private moment When you want to talk with
God, Then begin to beat Against the elk and tree Until their voice fills you
You have created the path with this drum. That future generations may follow. There
is a new voice in the world That is the elk and the tree and you Moving together in the spirit.
My friend, Pam Adams, wrote these four drum circle haikus....
drumming and dancing
lost in the community
bigger than myself
~.~.~.~
it began slowly
now friends gather to embrace
finding my rhythm
~.~.~.~
my drum circle heart
i open it everywhere
soul evolution
~.~.~.~
drumming with my friends
a nod across the circle
swallowing sunshine
~.~.~.~
"A good drummer listens as much as he plays." -Indian Proverb
THE DRUM by David C. Smith
The drum will call those who hold the spirit. It will draw near, those who
do not yet know. The elk and tree will speak to the hearts of the believers. They will seek to make others hear their
stories. But those who are not drawn to it, will not hear. Those who are, will never forget.
Rhythm is the soul of life. The whole universe revolves in rhythm.
Every thing and every human action revolves in rhythm."
~ Baba Olatunji
The idea that there are harps in Heaven is a common misconception.
When we get to Heaven there will be DRUMS!!! ~Tony Vacca
"Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it."
~Mahatma Gandhi
HEART And DRUM
by Martin Steingesser
Listen to the Earth,
drum of the heart. Native Americans say the world is a drum.
In the ear, the drum itself is hearing. Feet dance in the
ear
on that drum. A song
comes straight from the heart.
Listen to the Earth.
Sound is power and the first sound we hear is the pulse of our mother's
blood. No sound has a more powerful effect on our consciousness. Drumming is the musical expression of this primal power.
Rhythm is a means of organizing sound into specific energy formulas to harmonize the mind and body. Chanting, rhythmic breathing
and drumming form an ancient technology for directly synchronizing the mind/body complex, creating conditions for psychological
and physical healing.
Blessing of the Drums
As we breathe so shall we live Then
let our breath be filled with the
rhythm of life - and let rhythm rain
down like thunder.
As we play so shall we live then let our play be filled with joy - and let joy rain down like
thunder.
As we make music together so shall we live then let our music be filled with harmony - and let harmony
rain down like thunder.
Bless these drums with the love
that brings us together and may love
rain down like thunder.
Alas for those that never sing,
But die with all their music in them!
~Oliver Wendell Holmes
After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.
~Aldous Huxley
"A good groove releases adrenaline in your body. You feel uplifted,
you feel centered, you feel calm, you feel powerful. You feel that energy. That's what good drumming is all about."
Drummer's Journey By
Cara Sadira
I am the drum I am that pulsing Synchronizing beat that captivates
the soul
And through the drum I become The flame
Moving, flickering, Originating from within This
is absolute creation of original thought
And I, it, we, are moving As One Expressing, Exhilarating, Unifying
I
am the drum
Groove has a relationship to the whole area of trance, repetition,
meditation and hypnosis. One view is that by repeating things beyond a certain point, the listener`s mind is forced to jump
off to a new place. But rhythm goes very deep at instinctive level too, and has become increasingly an antidote for me to
excess infomation. Losing myself in playing a hand drum gives me a route to shedding all the clutterings and clammerings of
a world over-rich with media, and finding a more wholesome space.
Drum circles create physical vibrations that relax the body. They
also massage the heart and the emotions.
We live in an age and culture
where our sex, race, age, and class separate us. Our lifestyles separate
us. Our neighborhoods separate us. Our livelihoods separate us. Our politics
separate us. Even our religions separate us. So many distinctions in our
culture serve to keep us disconnected from one another.
Much has been documented regarding how
drum circles can heal individuals, but another kind of
healing takes place:
Group drumming builds bridges between people.
We feel connected, find commonality
and build Community. ~Rick Cormier
"DRUM FOR YOUR LIVES!"
~Ed Rooney
One evening, in our Massachusetts drum circle, Ralph and Rick decided
to "duet" on Ralph's great big African kettle drum he called "Bertha." It wasn't really meant to be a duet...they thought
they were just starting a beat. But when they got going, the playing was so intense and so connected that all the other
drummers just watched.
Ralph and Rick's 'duet' routine would later go on to become one
of our drum circle traditions. But Ed was there that first night they did it and was so moved that he wrote this wonderful
piece to describe it:
You
have to see it.
I’ve
heard the recording and it just doesn’t catch it. It’s not a strictly auditory thing. You need to be there. You
need your eyes.
You
have to see it.
Dig.
The big guy almost dances up to the drum, gleeful, mallets waving loosely in his hands. The other one, lean, tight, hawk-like
and intense, is already seated and glowering over a huge kettle of wood and leather.
Their
eyes meet for a moment over the surface of the drum and the rhythm seems to start out of nowhere. They don’t so much
play it as conjure it. Deep, driving, compact thunder, reaching you from the soles of your feet as much as your ears This
is a rhythm to dance the gods into your body. Possession rhythm.
Presiding
over this barrel of sound, the hawk does not waver. He leans into the drum, his head cocked at an inquisitive angle, every
muscle in his face, in his whole frame, set. Taut. Listening. You can almost see the energy vibrating under his skin. He.barely
moves anything but his wrists. There is no other motion from that side of the drum.
The
big guy is another story. A face splitting grin, laughing, head bobbing, shoulders rolling, the great belly shaking, his eyes
as bright as a child’s. His whole body caught up and playing with the rhythm. If you can dance in your seat and drum,
that’s what he’s doing.
The
power of the sound is carrying us all off, awed and enraptured. Heartbeat and breath join the drumbeat automatically.
The
lead of the rhythm passes between them, volleyed back and forth across the drum like a tennis ball. It passes without a gesture,
without a hitch, anticipated.
This
is one kick ass riff, and it’s getting faster Now both of them are sweating, droplets flying off the big guy’s
face as his head sways wildly. I think if it got disengaged from his heaving shoulders right now, he’d just keep drumming;
the head rolling under a chair, still laughing.
The
hawk still hasn’t twitched above the forearms, but as the sweat runs down his face, an almost imperceptible smile cracks
the fierce expression. His eyes glitter.
They’re
playing so fast now the sound is almost changing to light. You can’t even see the head of the mallets any more, just
a blurred arc over the surface of the drum. The world begins to disconnect. The pounding is causing the room to melt, to unhinge
and roll with the deep pulse. They are both lost, gone into the rhythm, and the rest of us are nearly gone with them. The
drummers have almost merged to become a part of the instrument, the rest of us, part of the sound.
It
ends sharp and tight and right and there is a two beat pause as we all return, rushing back from wherever we’ve been
taken and the whoops and applause fill the space left by the drummers, both of them now laughing, reaching over the drum and
shaking hands in triumph.
This
stuff just does not happen on tape.
Ed Rooney, Drumfish Drum Circle, Fairhaven, MA
|